Sunday, August 31, 2008
A Day At Choa Chu Kang
At first it was alright, then I'm fucking pissed now so I don't wish to continue. My fucking mother can just go die alright. I've had enough. I don't need her money, I don't need her around anyway. I've always lived life like as if I had no parents, just guardians who give me money! & I'm going to the family court soon! I'm going to get MY money from my fucking father and then move out of this place soon. Just be alone.
& everyone should just fuck off. Just fucking fuck off. Don't get in my way, or else, just get ready to die okay. I've had enough of fuckers who waste my time.
11:17:00 PM
Charades In Love
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Another Stay Home Day (:
Well, I stayed home again. What a nice little girl huh :D I woke up real early today. Early to me, but maybe not to many. Let's see, I woke up at like 1145am? Yea, 1145am! Which is like super rare for Anissa! So I woke up and watch cartoons! Lots of catching up with my favourite cartoons mans! (: I watched Tarzan! I watched Lady & the Tramp! I watched the Aristocats! (: ALL I LIKE! <3>
Deprived! I Want Kids! PLEASE PLEASE! (:
BABY, I WANT KIDS!!!!!!!!!! I WANT BABIES PLEASE!! MARRY ME!!
So, Tomorrow onwards I'll be at Choa Chu Kang! ): I'll miss home and my room, my stuff & my everything. Gosh. I've never felt so lonely.
I got this thingy from Cousin's Blog!
26 sweet things a guy will do.<3
1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hands always find yours.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1 min.
21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he loves you that much to quit it.
B got like 17/26? All the highlighted ones hahah (: Baby, you've been real sweet I see. <3
XOXO
P.S. - I was just wondering why things have to come to this state when I don't wish it would. I've pulled myself back many times and this time round you're coming at me like a lion who cant stop roaring. I mean, I've become less mean, I don't ignore you, I talk to you, we have our private times and I still regard you as a good friend, but I know you never did. I'm just a friend. It's alright. This will be the last time I'm going to blog about this matter. (& this person. no more about him.)
12:00:00 AM
Charades In Love
Friday, August 29, 2008
What a day at home (:
I stayed home instead of going to school for Teacher's Day celebration. I woke up at around 3pm? Yea, I watched tv, ate then I went to shower! Had a good hair wash, applied my lotions, then applied face mask and waited. After washing it off, I applied my nail supplement and re-did my fingernails. (: My toe nails are still very pretty so yupps (: Sucha Vain Day Huh! <3
Oh, Oh, Teenage Pregnancy! <3
I've been craving for prata. Like 2 weeks now.. Damn! Get me some CHEESE prata please!
XOXO
I miss you Baby! It sucks not to be able to see you! ): It's been a week since I last met you. Our Prata sessions soon alright? (: I'll be a little fat piglet just for you. <3
12:00:00 AM
Charades In Love
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Password aint helping so I think I'm going to change my url (:
But I'm going to miss this blog if I leave it, Damn making it sound like I really love my blog! But I do! ): Oh my! How How How, Why has life for me change so much? ): I want life to be the way it was, me being happy, going out, hanging out with my friends, study, chill, relaxxx...
Bye
3:26:00 PM
Charades In Love
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Good! Finally, I've locked my blog! So only certain people can read my blog! So Yea, Navin blogged that on his blog and it's so obvious it's to me! read that sentence in brackets! Like hello mans, I know we had lots of fun and all, but even so, I'm trying to get serious with my studies and all. All Navin wants is play play play, have fun, go out on a date and all. Go out on a date? I end up being that guy and you be the girl! Goddamn it! Wth! Like I've had enough, I want to be the woman behind the man, not the woman giving the guy orders and he acts like a dog and follow! ARGH
whatever
9:14:00 PM
Charades In Love
School, Good Girl Anissa! (:
So I'm in love with a song I just discovered through Cousin. It's I'm Yours by Jason Mraz.
I love this part of the song -
So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours
So yea, Baby, I'm Yours! (:
I'm very glad I heard it from you personally.
XOXO
3:38:00 PM
Charades In Love
No School For Anissa Again <3
I'm loving the sleep at home all day. And just do whatever you want. I seriously have no mood to study. I mean if i force myself, I know Ill just lie flat on the table after the first page of text. So next week would be a TORTURE week because, I'll be at Choa Chu Kang, studying my ass off, I wouldn't be able to see B for 2weeks or even 3? But he says that it's alright, he knows I'm studying and we'll have each other on our minds and just miss each other more only. I'll have to study very very hard. I'm going to take mocks real seriously and see how much I really know after one week of intensive studying. Like one week is a short period of time, but I know if I want to do it, I can. Even BB says its not because I cannot do it, it's just that I'm lazy.
Anyway, I really can't wait to study again like I always do. And if that week is productive, it better be, I'll stay there till end of O's. Its alright if I have to. I know BB supports me. And my friends would too, like Navin, thank you so much my dear, you've been there practically everytime now. Nithiya, she helps me with school when I'm not in school. Bahiah, that babe, has been calling to check on me everytime I don't go to school, funny.
So I've been real vain. Vanity is taking over me big time! Like vaingloriousness - excessive vanity. Omg, but I'm loving myself each day and I'm getting a better, more improved but yet, still the old confident me back. Yay! Size 0 is gonna come soon. I don't care. I'll do anything to be skinny yet healthy, & with Boobs! (:
XOXO
Take Care, B
12:27:00 AM
Charades In Love
Monday, August 25, 2008
What A Day!
I skipped school because of my blood backache. I told B that I wasn't going to school and he started screaming saying I better get up and study. How hilarious. I said I had backaches, he thought I was lying to him because I don't want to go to school and give reasons. Hello, backache ah uncle! Oh, & Nithiya's so cute, she said she misses me when I was on my way to GWC. (: Funny girl.
So I bought the NIVEA My Silhouette slimming & reshaping gel-cream! Yay! Thanks to cousin! (: I've applied it, and I'll apply everyday till I've got the figure and shape I want! I must be a size 0! SIZE 0 here I come, baby! <3
Can't wait to be skinny, again! Again! My back's been aching the whole day! 2 days straight of back ache! Tortures! Torture! ): Somebody help! Damnnn. Oh yea, if you want me to treat you as a friend, I will. You've been mean these days. I'll get used to it. Time will change everything, including the times when we're at our usual. Have fun bringing people to our usual. I'll find a new chill out spot. You fucking love to spoil my day. haahh good luck lah huh.
I'm going to name my daughter, Shanae Grace! How sweet. (:
Goodnight my dears,
XOXO.
The times when I repeat, I love you & you respond, I love you too, sweets. <3
10:40:00 PM
Charades In Love
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Anissa's super tired.
Firstly, I'm having my monthlys' and thanks man, my whole body is aching shits! And I'm sick and tired of annoying childish freakheads. Like get a life child! Oh yea, my uncle brought my stuff to Choa Chu Kang already so I'll be there till I want to come home. (:
I think I'll pierce my tongue after O's. We'll see plus I know who will support me with this mans! Yea, B? Its not like you read my blog. Anissa ahhhhhhh... Aiyo.
I've been sleeping the whole day and I watched the Closing Ceremony of the 2008 Beijing Olympics! (: I kinda miss watch the Olympics! Like I watch the games everyday when I'm bored or about to sleep! I think it'll be the best Olympics ever. Can't wait for the 2012 London Olympics. Well, as you guys should know by now, the next Olympics will be held at London! Damnnnnnnnn. How great. I want to see what those Ang Mohs can give.
Oh yea, I've had enough of playing, I'm going to get down to serious business with studying now. So I won't have time entertaining attention seekers. Please go seek attention from those who are free and those who are willing to give you their attention. (:
Oh yea, Nithiya too have the same thoughts as me! Good girl, my dear. (: I was speaking to Dasiree just now. I miss that girl mans! I think I'll hook her for a sushi date, yea girl? Can't wait but I told her as usual, I must have $$$$ then I can go on a sushi date with her.
XOXO
BabyBoy <3
10:22:00 PM
Charades In Love
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Photo Taking! <3
Fun Fun! We took lots of pictures! Uploaded them on Friendster & Facebook (: Anyway, I woke up at 630am just to get ready. As usual, because I'm super vain, make-up, hair, then I have to choose what shoes I want to wear right. So yea. I painted my toe nails last night till like 3am? I Slept at 3, woke up at 630am! Power (:
During the whole photo taking session, everyone was having fun. Everyone just kept taking and taking and taking non stop. Like super camera-ready please. I love smiling now! I've been smiling the whole day and I've finally found a favourite, so-suit-me smile (:
After that, Nithiya and I went to Tiong to have McDonalds (: She had her HotCakes, I waited and had Fries <3>
I think I'm going to change my Blog Url or switch to LJ (: 'EstyGasldes.LJ' ? 'EchtCharades.LJ' ? Hmm, I'll think about it. Anyway, I'll be going to Choa Chu Kang to stay and maybe till end of O's? We'll see how but I'll miss my room so much. To be considered...
Note to be taken: I don't care anymore, do whatever you like. Find another girl that will not irritate you like I do. Someone who will not say you're acting like a 15 year old. Find someone wayyyyyy more immature than you, then she'll say you're mature. Tip: Find a girl who's like 13/14/15, girls at that age LOVES attention from their boyfriends.
XOXO
(P.S. I Love You, B)
11:12:00 PM
Charades In Love
The Post After 2 Days (:
Anyway, I've been rather tired so I've been sleeping early and not blog. Yupps (:
Today, I decided to skip school because I was super tired, and well, Cousin Shawn skipped with me again (: Cousins Man! YEAAA. So Navin met us at about 10am then came Leonard at about 2? I think 2pm. So Navin was being annoying to KID as he said he was that the answer was wrong! What's the point of trying to play around when I'm serious about work? Like you seriously have a problem up in your brain. Maybe you have a worm in your brain! And For The Fucking Last Time! Stop Talking About My Private Life! You Have A Problem With My Private Life?! Huh? Huh?! Anyway, I've had enough of people acting so immaturely, like seriously, get a life alright..
Anyway, I'm currently waiting for my toe nail polish to dry then a 2nd coat goes on! I'm pretty excited about the photo taking later? I can't wait to graduate! Gosh!
XOXO
12:55:00 AM
Charades In Love
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Yay! I Finally Got My Dress! (:
YAY! I'm super excited and glad. I went walking the whole of Raffles City Shopping Mall and didn't find anything! And the moment I step into the first store at City Link, I've Found The Perfect Dress! (: Thanks to Navin for his advices and opinions (: That boy was helping me say yes or no to the dresses I chose and tried on. Well, Well, Well, I've found the little white dress!
So I bought the dress I really love a lot and I helped Nithiya take a photo of the dress that I think suits her and that she have been looking for. If she gets that and wears that, we're going to look damn alike! So I didn't buy any shoes because none suits me or rather, I was afraid it'll never go well with the dress and so I told Navin to skip the 'buy a pair of shoes' thing. We had bread while shopping for the dresses and shoes (: & Omg! I dropped my bread toast from BreadTalk in Charles&Keith! I quickly picked it up and just pretended like nothing happened! HAHAHAHHAHA Navin was laugh like madly :D
So it's quite a tiring day huh, walked like crazy but I'm glad I've found the dress. Navin said I'm a loser because it's Wednesday already and I've not go get something for Saturday. Whatever Navin. And then we {Anissa, Amanda, Boon-y, Navin & Shawn} went to have dinner before going home. What the hell please, I totally didn't eat much and I'm hungry now. I've been craving for Cheese Prata since forever please! GET ME CHEESE PRATA!! :D
Anyway, tomorrow's O'level English Orals! Argh, I better speak well and read well.. Damn!
I'm tired.
XOXO
11:08:00 PM
Charades In Love
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
I'm Sick & Tired!
Hmm, I did not go to school today and I texted Shawn Lim in the morning. Guess what he said? Me: " Where are you? "
Him: " On the bus, why? "
Me: " I'm skipping school today. "
Him: " You going great world again? "
Me: " Yah, Want to meet me? "
Him: " Okay lah, see you so poor thing alone, later sit there alone again, I'll meet you. "
Me: " Good, never love you for nothing. "
The heck mans Shawn Lim, but it was really nice of cousin. I would have been alone if he did not accompany me man. We had big breakfast@mac for breakfast, ate and then I slept for awhile. When I woke up, the fucking internet finally worked! Damn it! So I watch videos on Youtube then it was freaking cold, so I told Shawn Lim that we were going to leave to go see my white tops. But end up, nothing's nice! I'm such a fussy girl. But that's because I ask for perfection. Things must be perfect in my eyes, in my way then only I'll approve, I realized be it just food, clothes, people and even boyfriends. But then again, I know what's perfect and what's not. You don't have to be rich to be perfect? You don't have to be handsome looking to be perfect? You don't have to have a good job to be perfect? You don't have to speak well to be perfect? You don't need a vehicle to be perfect? You don't have to buy me anything to be perfect? Well, I've said it, what's more.. I don't know! <3
Im going shopping with my mom tomorrow.
To shop for :-
- My Whites! [Anissa's looking for a very sweet yet elegant looking little white dress]
- A white pair of heels [hopefully the one I saw at Charles&Keith]
- Toiletries! (:
- New tube of Eyeliner
- Nail Polish Remover
- A new tube of Oral-B Toothpaste [FUSSY - must be Oral-B]
- Maybe more but I forgot what
- Maybe a cheap cheap pair of Spectacles? [for home use]
- Maybe a few more cheap dresses if mom's in a good mood
So I can't wait for tomorrow! Well, after school, I think I'll be going home to change then out to meet mom since her office is like freaking near our house now! It's like at Havelock Road! Wth!
I've not been studying but I've decided -- The September Holidays, I'll go to Choa Chu Kang to stay and also study. I somehow naturally is super discipline there (: I'll study like there's no tomorrow and try to get As' for my mocks! :D GO ANISSA! YOU CAN DO IT!
Anyway, I'm going to do something, I don't know what also. Home's so boring and I can't study because I'll fall asleep... -__-
Love Y'all.
Ciaos
7:47:00 PM
Charades In Love
Monday, August 18, 2008
HAPPY 17th, Nithiya!
Omg, that girl's 17! Gosh! Everyone's growing old! Today's alright, because at least I went out. Went out with Navin to Window Shop (: I really did, damn it! At least I know which pair of shoes I wanna get. (: Then ate and ate and ate!!!! I'm such a big fat pig, eww.
I'm tired, superly exhausted! Damn man! OMG!! I forgot to buy Nithiya's Birthday Cake! (: Nevermind! Tomorrow I shall go get. (:
XOXO
12:01:00 AM
Charades In Love
Saturday, August 16, 2008

Anissa Didn't Blog Yesterday!
Anyway, that little poster there is a really meaningful one. Life's just getting more and more boring. I'm superly fucking broke! SOMEONE SEND ME SOME MONEY!!! ARGH. I hate it! Gosh, I hate it! I stayed home the whole day because I am fucking broke! How great. My graduation photo taking session is coming this saturday and I still don't have my clothes! ARGH! ): Tell me how? Tell me how!
XOXO
10:10:00 PM
Charades In Love
Thursday, August 14, 2008
What a day, at home (:
I was super tired so I decided not to go to school. School's becoming a waste of time! And I seriously need to study or my O's is just going to
go down the toilet bowl. I hate myself for not studying, for sleeping too much, for not realizing that my O's are seriously nearing! Or rather it's already here. Like Omgly, I hate myself. I've never hated myself this much! I feel like crying each time I know Im hating myself more.
Life changes, people change as time goes too. Why? I'm no longer that brave, full of confidence girl. Maybe it's because I'm getting older, realizing that things changes. I know I've changed a lot. Even school teachers realized. People at home hardly ever know me anymore. They way they talk, the way the react to my doings. Well, I just realized that I seriously prefer staying home doing the household chores than to go to school and waste my time away. I feel good after doing all the household chores, how weird but I love doing them. <3>
Oh wells, I wonder what it'll be like to be a mother. I swear I envy all pregnant women! They look so pretty and absolutely powerful with that little belly and baby in them! (: Retarded but, I love kids so can't help it what right.. (:
Today was right, I slept a lot, like I always do! Argh, thinking of sleeping makes me angry!
I miss BB. (: I realized I've never been so in love, like as if I know he's the one, the one --- I'm marrying, have kids with, enjoy my last days with. (: I love you, BB!
-- MY BLOG, I SPEAK WITHOUT WORRIES! (:
little quote?
'Any woman can give birth; But it takes a special woman to be a real mother.'
Such a motherly quote, cute <3
XOXO
10:40:00 PM
Charades In Love
MY AIR-CONDITIONER JAMMED ON ME!
Gosh, okay wait! Shawn Lim just checked it and it's WORKING!! NO ICE! NO ICE! (:
Well, came home early to settle household stuff, repair air-con, hung the clean but wet laundry, then asked COUSIN, oh so beloved, to go buy food for himself, Amanda that sissy of mine, Nithiya and myself, Oh, I got Grandfather food too, otherwise he'll need to buy for himself only. I didn't want him to walk since he's getting old. Nithiya came, SHOWERED, ate then left for school, for night study. I was telling her that my house is like a cafe. She gets to shower, eat and use the laptop for F.O.C. - Free Of Charge, y'all! But so funny. (: Then I slept for awhile, napped!
Fat-so called regarding so many stuff, aiyo. Maid, Medical, Grandma, Money, Work, Family and so on. But I still love listening to his complains (: They're like music to my ears! <3
Oh, I want to order stuff online! But then again, I'm broke! OH SOMEONE JUST LOAN ME A WHOLE SUM OF CASH!!! ): Sad life ):
Anyways, I'm sleepy. Shall sleep soon (:
XOXO
12:47:00 AM
Charades In Love
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Argh What A Day To Start With!
I woke up super late, like at 7am! My Grandfather must so wake me up for school all the time because he knows I hate going to school and I always like to sleep through it! So he woke me up and asked me to hurry like some mad-ass! So thinking that I have everything including my SOCKS, yea, I changed and got ready for school! Now comes the fun part, I got everything chucked them into my latest, newest, hottest, sexiest bag, and walked out of my room! Not knowing that there isn't a pair of school socks at all! I started to panic like I always do when I'm late for school! But then again, I've never been late for school! I always reach school on time even if I wake up late, but today's just bad bad bad alright! I called Navin, but that boy's going to school, eagerly! Then I called Bahiah, that babe was also going to school because she isn't going to school tomorrow! Why babe, why! Nevermind, so I called - but no respond! Nevermind, so I checked and my Grandfather was still in the shower! I was panicking like a serious mad woman, and the worst thing is, I have this stupid anxiety thing! I get anxious and I will faint if it's very serious or worst, Asthma! I get asthma, feel like dying and then I start to panic even more, then I seriously do not know what will happen to me! And so, I checked the shower and Grandfather was still in, I changed out of my school uniform, took my laptop, raced out of the house! WOW! I cabbed down to Great World City, where I am now, and yea, I'm blogging to relieve those stupid, fcuked up anxiety thing? Idiot, I feel like a moron! Like everything gets cocked up once I get anxious! Maybe I should consult a psychiatrist? Omg then people's going to think I am mentally ill! No, no, I got to find a way!
And Oh! Did I mention that I only have like $3.20 with me? Damn it! Life is sad! And I was just telling - last night that the storm will pass soon and it's only a challenge from God! Argh, it's my turn now! Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, life is surely a sad and boring AND a dangerous thing!
I'm sitting at Great World City's McDonald's without a drink or anything! I'm waiting for time to pass and so I can go home to my BED, to sleeppp! I realized I've got a long list of things to pay for! Well, unnecessary, but worth. It's all done for one and all will be worth!
I seriously have no idea what I'm getting myself into, I'm sitting and wasting my days away as it passes. It's like my days will never end, time will never get shorten or something, Anissa is still in the playing mood, not wanting to study, and realizing this, makes me scared! But then again, I seriously rather work then study! I mean like, come'on! Let's just talk about the subjects I take and one by one, I'll explain why it's useless to even study them okay.
Here we go, Chemistry! I hate it! OMG! I swear I rather work my ass off than to study such a fucked up subject, and worst, the goddamn it teachers SUCKS! They can suck my toe please! Oh gosh, hell yes, like EWWWWWWWWW! Tell me what can I do with such a subject? It's not like I'm going to be a chemist or a person who explodes stuff in my kitchen!? Oh my, my oh my!
Next, Accounts! EWWWW! Another goddamn it subject which I used to excel in! Like I could easily score like what? 90++ marks for just one paper! EWW thinking about it makes my blood boil to the brim! Damn! The teachers goddamn it suck like mad and they can't teach for nuts!
Now here comes Social Studies! WHY THE FUCK SHOULD WE LEARN ABOUT THE PAST THAT WE WEREN'T INVOLVED IN? OMG! IT'S SO ANNOYING! You learn about the past and you just dangle there! You're not going to talk about it in your daily lives and yea! EWWWW
Then Mathematics! Why the fuck do so much math and then not being about to use in life?! EWWWWW GROSSSSSS! And it's not like I'll teach my babies math! I mean syllabus will change!
I'm just going to stop here and just ignore everything! I'm going to just study like mad, get my laser treatment done, and I just want to fly away! But then get married, get pregnant, then Fly!
I Do Not Want To Stop Flying Just Because I Got Pregnant And Became Fat! EWWWWWWW!
Oh yea, coming to the topic of guys my age and around my age, guys are getting either wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too immature or wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too mature. I mean mature is a thing but IMMATURE?! Omg, hell another crazy thing please! I've had enough of guys around my age! Get a life please, guys?! I beg of you? No wonder guys around my age is desperate! Because girls never like them anymore! Like it's always the guys trying to get hooked up by the girls! Not girls trying to get hooked by the guys, because they have found better and more mature guys! Oh my, I feel so 'Sex & the City', Carrie Bradshaw always types like what I'm doing now when she talks about love, sex, man and money? Wait, more like SEX, LOVE, MAN & GIRLS!!! They way girls treat the guys and how the guys and to be treated and everything about the two species!
This Post Is So Goddamn Long, But I Get To Waste Time And At The Same Time, Get Things Out Of My Head And Anissa's Feeling Sleepy Now, Yawnssssss. (:
That's it for now, XOXO y'all <3
7:50:00 AM
Charades In Love

Another at Starbucks Coffee :D
And so the day started with me waking up at 12:30pm, got ready and left the house with Shawn Lim to meet Navin, Leonard then came Boon-y (: SO! We chatted, ate! HAHA, I made leonard feel very hungry then allowed him to go eat! (: How mean but, "Leonard, Don't waste food!" We Watched The Mummy! It was alright, I would rate it, 3/5? Yea, Navin gave Shawn Lim and I a lift home, Thanks Boy!
Anissa's tired. Oh, I love my lollipop picture that Shawn took! (:
XOXO
12:49:00 AM
Charades In Love
Sunday, August 10, 2008
What A Day!
Day was rather awesome, until the end of it!?
Like I always try my best, if people can't appreciate then I can't do anything. I know you put in the effort but understand how I feel? Please uh, I have my difficulties too? Anyway, I saw Esther Lim! After so long! Said a little then went off. (: Anissa's sleepy!
No pictures today, awww.
Navin, thanks for helping me get the bags, I'll return you the $$ soon (: What a day huh (:
Well, maybe movie marathons ain't a good idea, after all - I'm glad.
SUN-TANNING TOMORROW!!! :D
11:41:00 PM
Charades In Love
Saturday, August 9, 2008

Navin, On the day of his presentation?! (: yea!!

We were comparing the size of our hands and Kden's (:

Granddad & Abel! So cute..

Cousin with his so fake smile! (:

Nice picture (:

I look retarded! |:

Anissa & Baby Kden! (:

He's So CUTE! (:

Him sleeping like a little piglet!

I swear he's so tiny winy!
Happy 43th Birthday Singapore!
Well, well, well, what a day I've wasted! Not really but, I spent my day at my aunt's! Visited Kden, Grandma cooked my favourite soup, but then again, I didn't eat much. Wasn't feeling that hungry though! (: Anyway, Kden's so adorable! I was telling Shawn how old he'll be when we're like OLD!! When I'm 23, Kden will only be like 6 years old! HOW OLD CAN I GET MANS! By then, I would be working, maybe married and getting ready to have kids! Wow, but I want to have kids real young. I do not like big big age gap? yea! (: I Want Kids Badly, Goddamn It! <3
Anyways, Shawn took many pictures today! (: I'm uploading them now and it's taking super duper mega ultra long!! argh! Tomorrow MOVIE MARATHON WITH NAVIN! & I want to go shopping for my Graduation Whites! (: Can't Wait, Can't Wait. <3>
We texted the whole day and he better be grinning like a Cheshire Cat mans! I'm sleepy! That's because I woke up at like 12pm?
OH, THIS YEAR'S NDP SUCKS TO THE FREAKING MAX! THE WORST NDP I'VE EVER SEEN! GROSSED OUT MANS!
XOXO
10:26:00 PM
Charades In Love
Friday, August 8, 2008

ME BEING HAPPY! (:

NAVIN, The DARLING, POSING! WHATEVERR AHAHAAH

TODAY WITH NITHIYA

National Day Celebrations In School!
I actually went to school on such a day, well, I was down running in the "Olympic Relay" of 200m, because they did not have enough people to run, and Anissa Wang, so happened to be in track also, so well, name was written down. We gave our best, run like our butts were on fire, and won 2nd! It felt so good to get 2nd! If we had better runners, we could have gotten 1st easily (:
Day in school was good! (: Olympic obstacle game was fun fun fun, with Praveena being the model. School ended at 11, OH!, I just remembered, I've got to start shopping for my graduation clothes! WHITEEEEEEEEE CLOTHESSSSSSS! Hmm, so, i came home with Nithiya, I bought chicken rice for her and duck rice for myself, Shawn and Amanda, since I knew they would be home.
I washed the dirty laundry, then I went to sleep since I was dead tired! (: I love sleeping! Nithiya, on the other hand, finished watching her " Frog Prince " show on Youtube then went back while I was sleeping again. Sorry girl, but I'm always tired (:
Tonight's going to be a boring night, but I hope FatFat has plans, maybe just drive around or even better, a movie? Or Food?! I'm always happy when there's food! So I miss him a lot! He said yesterday, "When I don't see you for 3 to 4 days, I will miss you a lot! But I've been seeing you everyday babe, I miss you, but not as much as what I'll be like for 3 to 4 days!" Then I frowned and said, "But you know I miss you all the time!" He went, "HAHAHAHAH!"
Oh, I just remembered, Baby called me when I was in school, then I called him back when school ended, he said, "Why you never message me this morning when you were going to school?" I said, "I always message you meh?" He went, "Most of the time what, then why today don't have?, I thought you didn't go to school you know, that's why I called you!" Awww Baby, how sweet! (:
So I'll be going down to get food at 8pm with Shawn Lim, awww, my cousin! Then I'll just stay home and relax. (: And wait for Baby's "I just finished work" call (:
XOXO
(I have nothing else to say, but I'm Sorry!)
7:22:00 PM
Charades In Love
Thursday, August 7, 2008

This Is My Favourite Picture! (:

The Two Idiots Talking Business! Hey Bro, Set Ah! (:

Hey Cousin, What's Up Mans?
We were looking at something! I've a feeling it's a photo of his friend, Kenneth, in skinnes. (:
Not Really An Awesome Day!
School was alright. Nithiya came over to do the torch and olive wreath!
We went to pick leaves and twigs but I end up sleeping, and she as usual watch her, Frog Prince show! Crazy girl! I woke up at 7:30pm and started to make the wreath! It turned out great and prettily. (: The torch looks funny but who cares, ANISSA WANG made it!
Tomorrow's National Day celebration, I'm hoping it'll be fun! It's kind of a sad thing, its my last year in school, I wouldn't be involved in such things if i went to poly or start working. Sad life, what a childhood I have.
Uploading the damn pictures now, it's taking so long, so I'm just typing and typing.
Kamalita's at Baby's now, she a nice maid though, my mother wanted to keep her but it's pretty urgent to get a maid for his Grandma. (: I scolded him so much for the past few days cos of the maid, but he knows I never pamper my maids. I apologized and he was alright with it. I felt so bad scolding him time after time because of a maid, but it's for the good of everyone, his family and the maid!
I'm going to have a body check up done, I don't feel comfortable. I shall tell FatFat about that first. Or, he'll just scream what's wrong! Well, I want to feel some needles. In fact, I love injections. (:
Oh, Kden, my youngest, tiniest, cutest cousin is born on the 5th of August 2008 (:
He's so cute and tiny! He looks like Abel and Lyann! Like as if he has both their features.
Anyway, photos taking super long to upload!!!
Nevermind, more tomorrow, too lazy to wait already. (:
XOXO
10:50:00 PM
Charades In Love
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
What A Day At Starbucks Coffee!It's so fun today! Well, at first it was only Navin & I,
but there came Leonard then my dearest
blur-block cousin, Shawn Lim!
So Leonard brought along his new super nice camera, so I was playing with it the whole time and there's
a lot of photos!
Well, then we just talk and all, did not really study, but we had a nice time I'm sure!
And as usual again, I heard dearest blur-block Shawn Lim argued with Boon-y again!
Well, like I said,
heck him mans! (:
Photos will be up soon! (:
11:01:00 PM
Charades In Love
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
30th June 2007 - 25th March 2008Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
(you know i still think about you till today,
but you choose to ignore that fact and carry on with life,
well, things should stay that way then,
at least im having a good relationship with you now.
you know you'll never be replaced,
you've grown in me, its hard to get the growth out)
11:17:00 AM
Charades In Love
Monday, August 4, 2008
Gorgeous! This picture is so hot, i wanted to use it for my background picture, and Shawn Lim screamed when i used it and showed him. Cousin! chill! At least its a hot picture! He's been complaining so much about 'Boon-y' lately, aiyah, just ignore him. I seriously wouldn't bother if its me! Oh wells, Nithiya came over just now at about 5pm after eating in school with Bahiah. She waited for me since 12:40pm till 4! I stayed back till 4pm to do my coursework part B's conclusion. Mrs Chu then had to leave so, oh wells, we had to stop doing, meaning Bahiah and myself, since everyone had left earlier. (: nevermind.
So we ate, then headed home, at 7:20pm, Nithiya's mom called, and we panicked! She wore her socks and shoes like there's no tomorrow and ran straight to the lift, she called me when she couldn't see any bus when she was at the bus stop and screamed with fear. So me being me, me being smart, I asked her to run to school bus stop since her Mom was picking her up from there. It's so hilarious. Oh well, Bud, I hope you're fine now. SMILES!
MY BLOGGIE'S SO FREAKING DARN CUTE!
p.s. i love you, baby.
8:14:00 PM
Charades In Love
Sunday, August 3, 2008

"
Love is like milk, it last at the correct temperature and turns bad at the wrong temperature."
But i totally agree, its like if you mistreat it, it'll spoil and you can use it anymore. and you keep it at the right place, you can use it for very long! Like Love, you disrespect it, there it goes, you put the effort to make it last, it'll last for as long as you want it to last. Oh wells, Love is the most complicated topic i know but yet, i still like to talk about it, "
L-O-V-E". <3
10:36:00 PM
Charades In Love

Shawn Lim Took This When We Were At Starbucks @ Raffles City
1:07:00 PM
Charades In Love
My Rebel Of A LoverYou're like a cork in my clockwork
You lead me astray
Hey lover, I think we're going the wrong way
You're a breaker of rules
And I know what you're thinking
Lover, it's true I love the sensation
The thrill of rebelling, the wind on my face
You've turned good girls bad
One after another
But lover, your mine now
Lover, it's like a phenomenon
This joy ride has got me wanting more.
You're my addiction baby,
My ecstasy, my drug - my poison.
12:50:00 PM
Charades In Love
"P.S. (I'm Still Not Over You)"
[verse 1]
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
[verse 2]
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
1:09:00 AM
Charades In Love
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