I'm loving the sleep at home all day. And just do whatever you want. I seriously have no mood to study. I mean if i force myself, I know Ill just lie flat on the table after the first page of text. So next week would be a TORTURE week because, I'll be at Choa Chu Kang, studying my ass off, I wouldn't be able to see B for 2weeks or even 3? But he says that it's alright, he knows I'm studying and we'll have each other on our minds and just miss each other more only. I'll have to study very very hard. I'm going to take mocks real seriously and see how much I really know after one week of intensive studying. Like one week is a short period of time, but I know if I want to do it, I can. Even BB says its not because I cannot do it, it's just that I'm lazy. 

Anyway, I really can't wait to study again like I always do. And if that week is productive, it better be, I'll stay there till end of O's. Its alright if I have to. I know BB supports me. And my friends would too, like Navin, thank you so much my dear, you've been there practically everytime now. Nithiya, she helps me with school when I'm not in school. Bahiah, that babe, has been calling to check on me everytime I don't go to school, funny. 

So I've been real vain. Vanity is taking over me big time! Like vaingloriousness - excessive vanity. Omg, but I'm loving myself each day and I'm getting a better, more improved but yet, still the old confident me back. Yay! Size 0 is gonna come soon. I don't care. I'll do anything to be skinny yet healthy, & with Boobs! (:

XOXO