I was super tired so I decided not to go to school. School's becoming a waste of time! And I seriously need to study or my O's is just going to go down the toilet bowl. I hate myself for not studying, for sleeping too much, for not realizing that my O's are seriously nearing! Or rather it's already here. Like Omgly, I hate myself. I've never hated myself this much! I feel like crying each time I know Im hating myself more. Life changes, people change as time goes too. Why? I'm no longer that brave, full of confidence girl. Maybe it's because I'm getting older, realizing that things changes. I know I've changed a lot. Even school teachers realized. People at home hardly ever know me anymore. They way they talk, the way the react to my doings. Well, I just realized that I seriously prefer staying home doing the household chores than to go to school and waste my time away. I feel good after doing all the household chores, how weird but I love doing them. <3>